D/s

I have found the fifth option! Just when I stopped looking for it, there it was. You know how stuff like that goes..

Just like that, out of nowhere, our odd not-realy-a-relationship has changed into a D/s. Oh, please Lilith, please, tell us what a D/s is! Well, allright then. A D/s is a relationship that comes in many forms and is between an Dominant and a submissive partner. It can be mostly casual, just sex, or it can be a lifetime commitment like a marriage. Ours is mostly casual of course, although I do love him. And, most fun of all, I get to dominate FG!! It’s absolutely great, loads of fun, and so loving and beautiful!

So yes: I do hit him, tie him up, bruise him and have him sit at my feet. I do that because that’s what we both want. And besides that it’s all very cute (and hot! I just love a naked strong man with bitemarks and bruises, on his knees and with his hands cuffed behind his back.). Just this Friday he made me beautiful earrings with the keys to his handcuffs hanging from them. Isn’t that sweet? And at a BDSM-party last Saturday we got many comments on how loving and sweetly I dominate him. I’m so happy we found this, I admit slightly unorthodox, way to be together. This just really works, at least for now.

But I promised myself I will take your good advice to heart. This D/s will be all “carpe diem” and have a positive (not completely depressing-yet-sexy-fatalist) attitude. How does that sound?

And then there is always more… DM and FG have met at the party and they got along great! DM even gave me a small bondage-workshop with FG as the test-object. DM seems to be all into poly people and is very interested in dominating me. And, my god, would I love for that to happen! I’ll see him again tomorrow, wonder what will happen… (Yes, I’m getting my hopes up.. It’s just that he’s such an attractive man! Damn.)